jessicaashley's Journals on Buzznet http://jessicaashley.buzznet.com/user/journal/ en-us <![CDATA[the story is about change]]> http://jessicaashley.buzznet.com/user/journal/1899691/ i used to believe that our souls were two of the same, and that one day they would come together again.  i would talk nonstop about how i would look at the stars and think that someday he will find me again and we will be together, and at that exact moment he was looking at the stars thinking of me too.  we were two souls who belonged together. and one day we would be brought together by fate.  people probably got sick of listening to me.  and life got in the way, and the timing was not right..the timing was never right.  but then time went on... and on.  and months turned into a year and it kept going...it kept moving.  we barely knew one another anymore.  as if i was standing on the beach and you were standing at the shore line across the world.  we could feel eachother, but there was just too much distance between us.  we were so far from one another.  we made our choice and this is how it is, how it has to be.  two souls who no longer needed eachother. and will proably never find eachother again.  we have to keep moving because we cannot go back.  i do not want to go back.  so i will wait.  wait until my soul feels complete again.  wait until time is on my side. 

once upon a time.

]]> Buzznet jessicaashley 2008-02-26T19:19:00Z <![CDATA[you can't be that naive]]> http://jessicaashley.buzznet.com/user/journal/1157551/ i think its so funny when people dedicate their time to tell others how much they hate them.  i got my first negative comment today from a person i dont know what her name is nor do i really care.   apparently i need to stop trying to be famous...because i didnt know that i was trying to be, and also i should read a book.  i go to college...i read plenty of books.  what i find sad is that i do not go around and waste time sending people comments to be mean.  if you want to criticize someone do it constructively, if not then whats the point? if you dont like someone dont look at their page.  obviously people like that have a lot of insecurities...and thats sad.  so for all you people out there who are like that...go out and figure out what it is you hate so much about yourself and fix it.  and also try getting a life and not sit on buzznet looking for people to put down with your lame attempts at insults..because im not gonna lose any sleep over it.  i like who i am, i just dont understand people like that.  grow up.

 

okay done.

 

 

]]> Buzznet jessicaashley 2007-10-16T18:39:00Z <![CDATA[be careful where you pee]]> http://jessicaashley.buzznet.com/user/journal/439441/ so im at bar a in belmar last tuesday for my friend andreas 22nd bday.  we were taking shots and she was completely wasted and needed to pee sooo we went to the bathroons, waited on line for like 15 minutes and then she finally got to pee.  as soon as we got back to where our friends were shes like "i need to pee again" im like wtf.  so she pops a squat in like the corner (bar a is mostly outside if you didnt know) and pees hahahah.  some guys see her and think its hilarious like theyve never seen a girl do that before and then she finishes and walks away and starts drinking again.  BUT then this really wasted kid comes and sits in a chair and it starts to wobble and he falls right in her pee! he had no idea but me and the guys that watched her do it almost fell on the floor laughing.  who falls in pee?! hahahahahah funniest thing i have ever seen.  seriously...who does that happen to.  it was not his day, but it made mine!

 

on that note...im getting a slurpee.

xo

]]> Buzznet jessicaashley 2007-06-19T16:46:00Z <![CDATA[my page is lame.]]> http://jessicaashley.buzznet.com/user/journal/258591/ okay soo i dont have very many friends here, and i still dont completely understand how to make my page "pretty" sooooo if you know how to make your page look better then well mine..please help haha.

so right now things are going pretty well.   got some shoots lined up, online summer class, and working a lot.  took my pink extensions out but next week sometime ill be getting new ones..and a new color sooo look out for that!

the life situation is confusing, and unpredictable which is the way i usually like it..but things have gotten harder and i question everything.  and there isnt really a point to this journal other than the fact that my page is lame and now im ranting.  but people really know how to bring you down, and you have to fight that and not let them get to you.  okay im done for now.

 

xoxo.

 

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